where do I start..

iv been frustrated so fucking frustrated I might as well speak my mind on here. Right? 

the WORST mistake, my ONLY REGRET I have in life right now is ever moving back home. my mom makes my life feel like hell. Literally. I think iv had enough of her bullshit. I feel as if she’s so miserable that she takes it out on me.. but why? when I have done nothing wrong. im in college 20 years old not knocked up I work I don’t ask you for shit and yet you still treat me like shit a times. im happy again finally with an amazing guy who treats me like a princess. why cant you be happy for me. yeah I understand he’s 9 years older then me but when have I ever given you a reason not to trust me. Im not a virgin iv had sex before but im not stupid I always used protection. if I could I would of been pregnant by now. but I don’t want that I want to get education before anything.

I would think you would learn from your own mother mom.. how she treated you. if anything I thank you for that! because one day when I have kids there’s no way in hell ill ever treat them like you’ve done to me and my sisters. yell at them because there’s a piece of scrap paper on the floor, yell at them because someone forgot to rinse the sink, yell at them because food is not made, yell at them because they cant hang out with their boyfriend.

I go to work, school, and hang out with my friends with always a smile on my face. Im so use to not letting my family problems get in the way of my work problems.

I cant wait for the day when im done with school so I can get out of your house. im just thinking of quitting school for a bit to get a 2nd job so I can support my self!

There’s only so much a person can take.. and iv had it. im at my breaking point.